I feel very sad. I had tried very hard to talk to you. Everytime you replied coldly, I told myself to be patient because you have your own problem and maybe you are not feeling good too. I tried very hard to get us closer but it seems like I failed every time. Maybe I am not good in chatting.Or is that only because I am not that important to you? I thought to appreciate you before it is too late. You don't have to be good in everything, studies etc because I just like who you are, not your pointer or anything else. I always hope we can have a chance to take care of each other.Maybe future is too far to be discussed. I hope you can be there by my side in my every single life event and I can accompany you in facing all the problems,joys and sorrow. You are just my cute potato.

23th September

Potato held my hand when I was answering questions on the book.We were in a farm.

13th September

Potato became a driver and he sent me to Johor.I played bolster gun with him.It was a happy dream.

9th September

I saw a very cute animal.It looked like an owl but with big eyes.I put my finger in between its claws.It was chubby with innocent looking.I put it on my table.I asked mum to buy me a small tank for it.After a few hours,it became smaller and smaller and looked like a fly.I was disappointed.I thought it became smaller becasue it had no food and air.Therefore, I made holes on the tank and found some leaves with water droplets on them.When I tried to put the leaves into the tank, it flew out and disappeared. I was sad.

5th September

A boy purposely three stone in front of me to get my intention but I just ignored him.

2nd September

I was with my form 6 classmates and form teacher. The girls wore sari but I was wearing purple baju kurung.They danced with my form teacher but I just stood aside watching them.While I was watching them, I noticed someone looking at me but I don't know who is him,We had to fly over to cross a river but I failed.I then grabbed a plush when I was trying to fly over.The guard asked me to pay because I grabbed the plush.I refused.A stranger then took the plush and paid it.

25th August

I invited potato to have dinner together at my home.Mum ate together with us.Then, he said he want to bring me to theme park. I was quite shocked when he said this in front of my mum but felt excited in my heart.